Women suffering from the effects of betrayal trauma and emotional abuse often feel a deep level of self-betrayal. Some are told to practice self-forgiveness. At BTR, we believe that every woman is courageous and powerful, and that victims are never to blame for their partner’s abusive behaviors.

Victims of Emotional Abuse Often Blame Themselves

One way that victims blame themselves for abuse is by finding logical reasons to acknowledge self-betrayal. While these may make perfect sense at first, with healing, many women are able to accept that they did what they could to survive the abuse.

Further, understanding that these feelings are universal and that many other women are experiencing them too, can be especially healing and vindicating. 

You may feel that you betrayed yourself by:

  • Not spotting the abuse sooner in the relationship
  • Entering into a relationship with your abuser at all, especially if you felt uncomfortable with him or if you were warned about him
  • Not leaving as soon as you realized it was abuse
  • Trying to make him more interested in you sexually or intellectually to keep him from hurting you
  • Not being able to protect your children from his abusiveness
  • Ignoring that nagging feeling that “something’s not quite right” (especially after discovering pornography, affairs, or other lies)
  • Lying or covering up his abusiveness to others

The First Step of Safety Is Survival

Many women berate themselves for what they perceive as “self-betrayal”, when in fact, they were doing what they had to do to survive. At BTR, we believe that a woman’s safety is the highest priority. Her emotional, sexual, physical, spiritual, and financial safety are essential to not only survival but eventual healing.

How Can I Find Safety?

When victims of relational abuse set and maintain effective boundaries, they are separating themselves and their children from abusive behavior. A boundary is not a statement, request, or ultimatum. It is a courageous action that a woman takes to make sure that her safety is not breached in any way.

Betrayal Trauma Recovery Supports Victims of Emotional Abuse

At BTR, we understand the complex emotions that women feel as they process trauma and abuse. Feelings of self-betrayal are real and can be devastating. But understand that you are not to blame for the abuse that you have endured. In fact, you are a triumphant warrior for just surviving another day through the trauma.

The Betrayal Trauma Recovery Group meets daily in every time zone. Join today and meet women from all over the world who understand your pain and will support you as you begin your journey to healing.

The free Betrayal Trauma Recovery podcast offers hope and encouragement to women all over the world, as victims share their stories of triumph over trauma and healing from abuse. Women find that they are not alone in the complex feelings that come as they process trauma.

Remember, you are not alone.

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